6.08.2017

A philophobic in love

Este es mi primer poema en inglés así que estoy muriéndome de cansancio y emoción
Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I am
To love you in this way when I know it’s not right
I’m not going to lie I love the way your fingers don’t fit perfectly with mine
Your hand’s palm is so big and your fingers so long
That I have to spread mine so wide it hurts
But I’m in love with the way we walk while we talk
And to be honest, I love you because you are the love of my life
So I laugh until cry and cry until I find the way to smile

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I am
If I want to believe everything’s gonna be alright
Because deep down my soul I know everything is wrong
You can't be happy with someone who you don't belong
I'm masochistic, dreamer and realistic at the same time
I like to daydream that someday you'll see me with other eyes
So I hold onto a fragile lie knowing I will crumble down
I'm not going to lie, I love you because you will never be mine

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person  I was
To run at the smallest chance and not giving a damn
It's the truth I never wanted anyone so I left with no regrets
But even though I want you and I love you I can't stay
Love is a sick feeling that will end up killing me
I won't risk my heart so today I say goodbye
This pain, It's worth it because you are the best thing that has ever happened in my life.
I wonder what kind of person I am to leave you when I know either way I'll die